I believe I have no fears but I constantly become frozen in taking the steps to build that relationship. I once was afraid in my early years that I would miss out on life’s pleasures only to reach an older age just to realize there was no pleasures to be had only time wasted. Am I making this walk harder than it needs to be? Am I too caught up in thoughts of men? Do I have to walk the way they say it should be done? I know it’s the quest through the son that I should seek because the only way to the father is the son.
I want a real fulfilling relationship where I am who you created me to be. More of you and less of me. Being able to find the beauty in all of your creations not just those that please my eyes. Where do I begin? How do I? We are just passing through this life but what can I do along the way that you are magnified and glorified.
As I begin this journey back in your arms continue to keep my mind these things I ask in Jesus name.
